xanga is boring i dont have enough time to update so im quitting for awhile

im finally updating ive just been so busy

i got a new layout and they are not having sex

i got a new song too!!

i cant wait til sierra party on friday

im going to alabama this weekend i cant wait

watchin a basketball game this weekend w/ emily

i have more i just cant think of anything

yeah so basically i think im gunna be single for valentines day which sucks like everybody i know has a boyfriend! yeah well it sucks and i thought that i wouldnt be single for valentines day but i was wrong...anyways i just watched flight 93 with my mom and it was so sad like my eyes are so red i mean i could just almost feel what the people on the plane felt...then today at practice my mom went to picked me up and she walked right passed me and then came up to the fence where I was playing at and looked at me and walked away and i was like hmm thanks for saying hi to me lol but when i got in the car she was like where were u i didnt see you hmm i was like u really do know ur daughter looks like lol

yeah i have a lot of pictures on my phone i dont know how to send them to the internet im still learning lol but i have some good ones

i havent updated lately cus xanga is getting pretty boring... lately....got a new phone, celebrated my mommys birthday!!, fallin in love lol, gotten closer to friends idk what to say here i dont feel good

okay so my christmas was really good i got a lot of things but mostly i got to hang out with family and it was really good. i guess since my grandpa got sent to the hopital for a seizer just a couple of days before christmas break and since this was the second time i guess i just wanted to make it feel worth while i guess i dont really know how to put it into words. but yeah anyways on christmas eve me, emily, and z went to this party and it was alright i guess but we played pool with these kids and then everybody opened presents until it was like 12 or 1 idk i was so tired bc that morning i went shopping and then had to help my mom do things for the party it was alot and then i had to get ready then i went to the party went home slept and then woke up again around like 12 and then all my relatives came over and we ate and then we opened presents and talked and stuff so yeah

what would you say; if i said i was falling for you. just a look from you and i go weak in the knees. what would you say; if i wanted to be more than friends. get to kiss you and hold you in my arms. what would you say; if i told you that you are all i thought about, morning, noon and night. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. what would you say; if i wanted to take a chance at us. even if i got hurt, the memories would always be with me. no matter what you say, my feelings are true. I'm totally falling head over heels for you

i've always held back what you
mean to me. maybe it's because i'm
afraid of what you'll say back.